TO GOD- A slave's retort.

Well this is all I am
This is all I have become
And you my master had been cruel indeed
Whip lash upon another
On my babies feet
I still hear him cry, still see him bleed
You have hurt me enough
You have satisfied your lust and greed
Times have changed and I ask to be free
I ask to be free

Bygone remains my prayer
To worship thee
Bygone remains my prayer
To praise you indeed

You can take away my life
But my faith shall restore me
With every whip lash I shall only bleed
For this scarlet craving you will later plead

But time has come when I ask to be free
A disgust turns to satire, it grows within me
I laugh a laugher for years to surpass me as
One last time I shall cite the prayer imposed upon me

Kiss me oh master
Let me kiss your feet
In this broken day of love
You shall own me
You shall have me
You shall glorify my presence
By your magnificent seat.

For no more will you hear this words ring
As no more I shall lay crouched back
As you tear my angel’s wing!
No more ….
For I ask to be free
For I ask to be free.

When anger beckons

A thunderous scream did you hear
When you silently ripped my heart
Did a bloody rain drench thee?
As the knife did quench its thirst
Bloody rives torments none
None indeed
But pardon me, did you even feel
The last lisp of beauty
That you once adorned
The pathway to your murderous retreat
As you skinned my soul alive
Did you even think
I would cry?

Nay, nay I refuse to cry
For such a piteous soul like thee
Do not deserve any dying pleas
All you deserve is the guilt of sleaze
Oh do I forget that you cannot feel
Oh do I forget, you cannot feel!

Fear not my dear friend... To sergio

Fear not my friend, for the world is thy own
Fear not friend, of the sins bygone
The world may tear your wings,
And broken your legs may ablaze
But upon your sturdy heart,
Truth shall liberate.

Tell the world, broken wings hurt no more
Tell the world, a cripple shall be a whole
For when the world has lost its son,
It shall weep a blessed weep.
And you the son of the world,
Shall never be deceived
Shall never be deceived.

Wedding bliss

In rhetorical bliss shall we live?
As abandoned bandits onto the worlds muse
Let our lost souls infuse
The livid imagination so spruce
May we never endure the bereft of this dance
Of the words beyond the rays of the sun
May our souls elude forever
What is true and beautiful
Poetry my dear spouse
I shall truly love you
For in this vow to you
I promise to stand by you
Till death too shall let loose
This wedding bliss shall ever be
Immortal carved in eternity
I have no words but to choose thee
My heartfelt lament, my joyous company
My only joyous company

My salvation

In seeking salvation we find thee
In the glitz of a broken history
Seated upon this throne of painful ecstasy
Here I see thee again, my loves need!
Don’t deny me….
Don’t deny me…
For every single memory could
Ever dissipate such agony
For I no longer can wait here without thee
Don’t deny me… oh painful ecstasy

Your pile of sunlight

I shall step out
Into the bright
Sunshine of your eyes

I shall step out
Into my lusty pile
Of love’s sunrise

I shall step out
Into what we call
A lost paradise

I shall step out
If you shall only
Ask me to be yours!

I shall step out
If you shall only
Ask me to be yours!

Empty Ecstasy

I wish not to see
This moons waning beauty
Ahoy she holds me
Into another a empty ecstasy

My faint heart shall soon weep
As her beauty fallen, shall only recede
I can’t but cry today
Of this weak hearts yet to be dismay!

Dear clouds rattle her not
Mark her tender face
Of all the love, that she gave away
Duly do hide her from my sight
For I do not wish to see
This mirage, this beauty
That shall soon leave
That shall soon leave

this my friend is bliss

to touch and hear beyond,
to heal and seal our love in a locked kisst
his is not bliss
this is not bliss
but when i hear my thoughts yonder
whispered by the poetry of your breath!
this my friend is bliss!
this my friend is bliss...

Through the eyes of a masochist

Your lips hid in shame
As I quiver another kiss
This is what has enabled me
An oppressor for love
I had hoped this wouldn’t do
I had hoped this wasn’t true
By the tear that your eyes shed
I lisped a lust for you
You my only craving
Such love intoxicated pain
In pain we began from
The torn gateway of the mother
Welcomed by the
Screams of yonder
In silence we shall end
Till the times our screams mend
Another lurid whiplash, I shall befriend.
Another lurid whiplash, I shall befriend.

Today I wander to seek you
Across the blatant rites of life
Yet again I pretend to seek
When you are really oblate

Today I cannot but dream
When I smell your sweat upon my skin
And reassure myself of the things we did
Today I cannot but chase a dream
You, I cannot escape
You, I cannot hate or dissipate

For in that speck of glory
Besides my lost sin
My carnal grates and brutal agony
You are my only fate
You are my only fate.

May death restore ye

When blood broods and seeps
Through the ever savage holes of flesh
As the parasites of uncleansy happiness
Lurk and dig through Ur skin
For paper happiness of the unfelt and the soulless
As painless words that kill of beasts like us
As faceless luring haunting laughter of the yet still alive
As scraping pain of misunderstanding bores through ones lungs
As a hand of hatred holds on to your breath
Death I plead, mercies befell
Mercy I plead ... as the black curtains falls.

As the black curtains falls.

A black mesmerizing dream I dream
For eternities in peace
Under the black miracle of peace love and understanding

Shall death restore me... today?

Now?

Forever

Death it shall be.

As the neon light reflected he
He rose silently upon my memory
A still fierce figure was he
A mark on my lonesome melancholy

To the holy spirits cried he
"Thou shall have my decree”
With fervor in his eyes breathed he
As his dark shadow fell on me

Terrified, yet lost in he
I searched for my identity
But then “Be still” said he
And sinister silence fell on me

Over my naked self lay he
As I was lost in pleasure’s treachery
Across my soul burnt he
My innocence grew weary.

As I opened my eyes I didn’t see
Strangled with fear, I lost me
For then I thought I had lost he
Across the wind I saw he
He smiled; he said “I am thee”
And there lay a torn mask beside the naked me
And there lay a torn mask beside the naked me

Lovers Await

I looked outside my window,
Down onto the alley where I meet you
I saw myself break away and walk with you
Was it you?Or was it your reflection,
I am yet to know

A mirage like face, deep mazes for eyes
You stood there near the doorway, you looked real
I could feel the warmth of your breath as I walked past
Was it you? Or was it your reflection,
I am yet to know

By an empty photo frame I sit
In the weary ways of time, waiting for
Some sign that it is you.
A man, an image,My soul mate
I shall forever wait for you!

Hey! I remember you!

Hey I remember you,
You who now denies
To have known me
You whose skin
Once bedded my sweat

Hey I remember you
You who now denies
A mere crumb of dignity
You who broke
My souls in shatters

Hey I remember you
You who now denies
My very existence
You who once
Devoured me into this hollow

Hey I remember you now
You are the one who I wish to forget
Whom every sore upon my scarlet flesh
Cannot but detest.
For I don’t know you anymore,
You are not who you were
I deprive thee any recognition
Let alone any spite of rage,
Lest it should glorify your pitiful soul!

You and I- Part II

Together you and I
Used to stand below the showering sky
As slowly the rain used to strip us
Naked beautiful I used feel, you and me
Under the rain drop veil.

Together you and I
Used cross this river of hate
As we stepped upon every friendly pebble
And weaved our way into the sky, you and I
Upon every ripple wide

Today we shall part our ways
Upon this forked path in life
Thine is what you seek,
Mine another road less traveled by
For today I let you go, set you free
For today I did cry

Eve looked upon he
His dark brown skin
Oozed sensuality
As it bleated to her pores
And as sweat it rolled down
Till there was no more
To be let down.

Their eyes spoke of
Unspoken cravings of the flesh
As they smeared onto
A lust that began to grow
Such lust can often stroll
Can tell thee stories of before
Of who held whose sweat
Upon her breast and dint
Let go till she did bear
Its lone fruit.

Today carnal fires burnt bright
Purity walked away to watch
As two strangers held each other
In a frozen sculpture of company
With their skin clinching onto
The broken vows of lust and love
As his eyes widened, a pupil withdrew
Onto heaven he saw true
In flashes of passion he was
Back to his fathers own.

Where she lay fragile, coiled.
Adam looked at her
His lost company
Now his own
She let him be
For together now
They had lost their identity

Lost lies the past

Another leaf fell by
I stood by the broken autumn sky
A tear fell across my cheek
I realized the sky too was thus meek
As the skies cried a lurid rain
I stood there lost in vain

Days go by, but such instances froze still
By the window of the past,
they share their luring ways
A tumble across your heart,a entice if you will
I wish no more to seek such empty lies, oh heart don’t sway!

I stood there, under the skies outbreak
Not knowing what else I should take
Lonesome tunes once again bleated
As I walked this forked path, unbeaten.
Some lost lies still do say, I did die that day!
Some lost lies still do say, I did die that day!

Slave's Outrage

Oh teach me courage good one!
Teach me courage
For every blow that strike my back
Upon the arched cart
Every whiplash of the past
Hidden beneath my skin
I feel the pain as it grows
Below my slender scales
As fish out of water
I shall not wither away!

Oh teach me courage good one!
Teach me courage
For every drop of sweat spoke
Of these torrid days
Every tyrant shall only bow
To my lone faith
Today I shall be free
Today I shall reign!

Oh teach me courage good one!
Teach me courage

For today I shall spit
Upon his totalitarian ways!

wasted

Upon your sweat I soaked
Slowly I absorbed what was you
Today was my day with you
And I thought my love,
You cannot reprove
But here I lay, wasted
Pitiful, useless, hence thrown away
Here I lay, on the footpath

Where your footprints marked my face
As the my skin soars the filth
Here I shall decay,
And you will never see the day,
I beg you to stay.

Oh enchantment!

Oh enchantment! Oh folly enchantment
Why have thou manifest on me
I am just a weary soul, canst bear thy burden
Oh enchantment! Oh folly enchantment
Leave me alone! Let me be free.
Oh myriad of broken dreams Go away!
For am far too frail! Oh I don’t wish to see thy lips
As they take my breath away
I refuse to see ye so fair
I have not the courage to bear!
Thou mirage! A futile promise in making
How dost entices me in favor, but I know
You shall go away letting me lurk
In painful torments of this treacherous love
Go away I don’t need thee!
Go away I don’t need thee!

for someone special

A flower waiting to bloom
Set its way to my doorstep one day
As I opened door, to the suns glow
It looked up to me and said
Is it today oh lovely one? Is it today?

I smiled a lucid smile
Just happy to be there awhile
As her florid petals gave away
A thousand blooms
I shall not wish to see
But here I was in tears for she
She asked me again,
Is it today oh lovely one? Is it today?

I could not help but remember the day,
You stepped on my door, and so quietly lay
So frail, so yearning that your words dint give away
I smiled and said,
This is your day oh loved one!
This is your day!

Let me be yours

Today I walk by the sea
As you trace the curves on my back
Today I walk free
As your breathes life into mine

Beyond the sunshine of your eyes
Across the rainbow of thoughts
Entangled by the strings of laughter
Envisioned by your hands
I lay still

Across the white sands of a turquoise sea
I lay still
Let your fingers restore me
Of the lost skyline of my soul
Let it light the darkness
I hid in the tunnel of my heart

Let me be yours

It was he

I walked over the sculptures of he
I, the lost company
I seek every where I could see
And found him in ecstasy

Every grain of the golden beach
That as footprints bore he
Every wave on the ocean mighty
That perhaps touched he
Every other autumn leaf
That may have quivered he
And every single scarlet greed
All that for only he!

Across the skies lone lament
Amidst mist brooding hills
Was someone I thought he
Just then wind blew gently
It whispered that it was he!

Ode to the charlatan

To his imprudence did he fall?
As in his desire oozed she
His arms withdrew upon me
The day he saw she

To an image of chastity
A broken vow recedes
For no longer he can hear
The wedding bells call]

And to this imprudence calls he
A love that wasn’t meant to be
As moon-eyed walked she
Onto this serpent need

He did circum to her conditional beauty
Lest did he know, she too like the moon
Was impermanent indeed
I fret no more for he
I fret no more for his foolish greed
For I pity he!
As he lay in pangs of his amorous needs

Someday he will see
That love lost, shall grate he
When true loves pining agony
Shall only rain upon he

Death of a Reflection

One footprint marked
By the gentle curve of the past
Stood you alone, a desert
Waiting to recede
Into countless pursuits
Of you and me

As your shadows
Spread upon the floor
You footprints on the hourglass
I stood still

Let your whispers caress my soul
Let your breath sing me my lullaby
I knew not Of its dying needs,
I dint know
I dint know
Today we stand here
You as a reflection of what we see
Across the pane, so plain
I see thee

Scarlet drops ooze on this broken glass
For today I lost my lone past
Today I lost who I once was
For today I killed my reflection.

some have known love
yet been in a forsaken bliss
of each others arms

some have known love
and found it hidden
behind a thousand mirages of time

some have known love
yet i do remember,
i have only known you!

a flower i once saw
upon my sheathed finger prints
it spoke to in ancient song
i turned deaf, heart yeilded rage
upon my loving palm spoke he
but i only crushed it away!

i only plead today,
ask myself, oh agony!
why did i crush it away?
why did i crush it away!