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Oh mist sunken eyes of the valley
The lost sun dance of the breeze
And the quivering hopes you carry
Willful yet subtle, you who kissed my sou
l Where art thou? Where art thou?

Oh swollen ecstasy of the fresh green leaf
Onto thy newly born skin did the dew seep?
As a nomadic bee, I shall earn to be
Willful but subtle, you who kissed my soul
Where art thou? Where art thou?

This day I do not wish to see,
As my eyes fall upon my selfish needs
For this day I do not wish to see
The mist now befalls me,
The valley has stooped low of its beauty
The wind now carries the cry
The leaf today lays tattered by a wind so dry
It veins stranded, life oozed out awry.

This day I do not wish to see,
As my eyes fall upon the my bloodied needs
For this day I do not wish to see
As strewn I wish to lay deceased
For this is war’s truthful bleat
A lost agony in a selfish ecstasy.
A lost agony in a selfish ecstasy.

My only fate

Today I wander to seek you
Across the blatant rites of life
Yet again I pretend to seek
When you are really oblate

Today I cannot but dream
When I smell your sweat upon my skin
And reassure myself of the things we did
Today I cannot but chase a dream

You, I cannot escape
You, I cannot hate or dissipate
For in that speck of glory
Besides my lost sin
My carnal grates and brutal agony
You are my only fate
You are my only fate.

Us

There is no beginning
There is no end
For in our blankness
Lost we lay as life distends


There is no beginning
There is no speech
In this loss of words our eyes meet
As time casts it shadow
There is no end

For what are we but two lost souls
Wandering in the same speck
Trying to meet where two ends meet
Here we are together,
Void.

Has this girl gone far?

Oh silent mango grooves across the street
The salient ground of a few
I shall ask thee, to find me

Have you seen the little girl who once walked?
Barefoot, naked, wild and uncensored!
How she tipped across the branches in a few
And land on the sand counting thy fruit
Has this girl gone far?
Has this girl gone far?

Oh untiring tides of the ocean
The eternal love of sand and sea
I shall ask thee, to find me.

Have you seen this little girl who once walked?
Across the wet sand, tracing footmarks
As she danced to tunes of the winds ballad
Let her self loose in the trance of ocean mist
Has this girl gone far?
Has this girl gone far?

Oh willful mirror of many reflections
And the holy giver of visions many
I ask thee? Do you see me?

Will I ever see the little girl again?
Smiling, singing, whining in pain?
Will I ever see the little girl again?
Standing breached on the other side of your pane

Liberty’s lone son

His fragile little footsteps
Strolled across the coarse sand
Depart from a broken time
Unspoken unheard he walks

A lost game of dice he plays
A prude in oddly world of the dais
Where clowns with masks weep
Silently lest their wearies be heard
Yet unshaken unheard he walks

A vivid fate doesn’t precede he
For he hath no truth to seek
Like a pharaoh of a lost race
He shall run free,
Upon the broken roots of a ancient tree
Tracing his own melancholy
Unheard, unspoken walks he

He shall get not what he breeds
In his life he is his lone sentry
A lost man with lost thoughts
People often called he
For slathered, he seeks
For unheard, unseen he shall walk free
For unheard, unseen he shall walk free

Oh mother! Why dint I die?

I walked away from it all,
The broken valley,
The bloodied waterfall
I walked away from it all

To a land where mothers bleed
As the child suckles in greed
To where I could not stop
The broken words of the lord

I walked away from it all,
The torn pathway
The withered farms
I walked away from it all,

Onto such a land, stepped I
Where demons purged on one’s sight
They gorged the lone women to breed
Who bleeding born their wretched seed

I walked away from it all,
For I have no where to stop
I walked away from it all,
For no more I could stand tall

As Gaia shrieked upon my ear
And flaccid someone tore her fear
Naked did she lie,
Oh mother! Why dint I die?

we

A broken vase by the window
Jarring music out in the air
Starry moonlight across neon
Stashes of adoration floating about
A lost paper yielding smoke
A salient lip sucking in hope
A vivid sunshade beyond the rainbow
A picture of you in my pupil
Stings of laughter unsolicited
Human passion flashes beyond
There we are, here and there
By the lost man’s dream
Reflections on the broken vase

In seach of Blank

To all the words I haven’t said, I bid adieu.
For today I shall find blank
To all the thought I haven’t crossed, I bid adieu
For today I shall find blank.

Between the thorny ruins the alley,
Stumbled upon a lost life, stood I
Tattered my hide lay gathered
Covering the corpse of a lone heart
My hands, lifeless searched for you
For this was the day I shall find blank.

My ways apart, I saw a man.
Intoxicated sweat on my skin oozed
Petrified like a sick man about to be cured
I fell on my knees, bruised.
Hands clasped, tears rolled
For this was the day I shall find blank.

The alley now resonated what he said
My lonesome search had ended
“Here we are at the brink of life
Awaiting to savor the taste
That dripped on thy fearful eyes”
“Thy shall be liberated” he said
For this was the day I shall find blank.

Upon the broken road lay a girl,
Tattered were her clothes, breast unfurled
Her hands were frozen gripping thin air,
Her dead heart lay still, for no more thumps until
Here was a girl eyes closed, frozen by what she chose
For this was the day she found blank
For this was the day she found blank.

You and I- part I

Petals scattered by,
Eyes cried in bliss
I lay there uncovered
In my solemn ecstasy
In my soulless cravings

I asked for you,
By the pyre of my carnal craving
I asked for you
You who sparked a unholy fire
Did burn me indeed
And in that fire I burnt
Blissfully, in my speck of glory

Oh holy seer of love
Come what may, I shall have you
In my lost prayers I chant thee
Come and yet fulfill me.

I Die

I die, die again,
Yet none sees,
Among my lost seers,
I don’t seek.

For this time of the night,
The pain seeks a glorifying bleat.
For where no man returns
I shall only replete

I die, die again,
Yet none sees
Among my lost seers,
I don’t seek

Yet who loves me, misconceives?
For among my last breath,
I shall not only besiege,
Thy love has left me bereft.
And now I only wish to swim
Across where my lonesome retreat
Where sweet pain evokes
Upon my flaccid seal
A lone epitaph reads

I die, die again,
Yet none sees
Among my lost seers,
I don’t seek

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As an apple you hold me
You lost serpent of bliss,
Torn I am drawn towards you
Eyes closed, lips sealed
You engulfing eyes whisper to me
“Come forth ye, to your mystery
Come forth ye, to this land we speak”
Across the twitching snakes u lead me
Onto where paradise bleeds
By the end of the night I only see
Your lost face and my lone identity
In the dark I see, his arms grip over me
He enters within, and peeves through me
It dawns finally; my soul looses its way
A lone fallen fruit lies astray
For today I have lost my way

where lies thy own? (for jesus christ)

A white space holds.
A flaccid shadow.
A fallen encrypt,
A broken wing
A bleeding forehead
A stale crown
Where lies thy own.

A white space holds.
A frozen eye
A stolen cry
A unsaid love
A mistake above
A blind witness
A truthful lie
A stale crown
Where lies thy own?

Oh mamma! Where are you?

Mamma where are you?
My hearts gone coldBut it still thumps for you
Oh mamma, where are you?
My swollen wounds have failed to bleed.
Painfully I am scarred indeed
Let me loose myself upon your breast
A lonesome child suckling death
Mamma where are you?

Upon my broken ways
I think I have lost you
Eyes stilled, teary eyed
I stoop down before you
Mamma where are you?

I have now tumbled across the line of life
Tattered, torn, bruised inside
Nothing can ever see what I see from you
For across your lips,
I await my last adieu
Oh mamma! Where are you?

I stalled away into the brink,
Ignored by your lost glances
I have stalled away into the brink.
Eyes stilled, teary eyed
I stoop before you
Mamma where are you?

My mind to my sense has bid adieu
For now they part their different ways
For my still thumps on a different thought
Days of my childhood, devoutly sought.
I pray thee mamma, bestow me
A speck of love, my only parting song
For this day my soul has walked away
And eyes stilled, teary eyed
I stoop before you
Oh mamma! Where are you?
Oh mamma! Where are you?